Doubt

Have I lived too little?
Do I know too little?
Loved too little?
Too inexperienced perhaps?
Too inexperienced at least
Too emotional at most

To me life is always full of itself
It parades with pride
Too many emotions
Too many people
Too many impressions
Too many thoughts
Too many mood swings
Going from left to right
Not being able to catch my breath
Before I have to run again

To me life is also never enough
Never enough time
Never enough love
Never enough friends
Never enough philosophy
Never enough art
Going from left to right
Not being able to catch up
Because I am Achilles chasing a turtle

Sigh...
Silent solitude
Silent suffering
Silent suffocation
Silent salvation
Sigh...