Midnight Conversations at the Age of 19-III

You: My thoughts will be the end of me  23:33  
Me: Yes  23:34  
Me: Let's kill ourselves  23:34  
You: I would  23:35  
You: But not yet  23:35  
Me: Why? 23:35  
You: My OCD tells me not to  23:35  
You: List of things I want to do is still unfinished  23:35  
Me: Okay  23:35  
You: I am tired of thinking  23:36  
Me: Same  23:37
Me: It's not fair that I am like this when I spent so much time becoming intellectual and was strict to myself in an attempt to escape this boredom.  23:37
You: You're 100% intellectual and strict ?  23:38
Me: I've produced much art  23:38
Me: Read a lot  23:38
You: Why not be a little foolish? 23:38  
Me: It was all just a way to pass time, I guess  23:38
Me:Waiting for the death train  23:39
You: I'll probably die in the next few years  23:41
Me: Why?  23:41
You: It's becoming really chaotic  23:42
Me: Oh well. Gotta live life  23:42
You: Yeah  23:42
You: Whatever  22:46
You: I need to sleep  22:47
Me: OK  22:47
You:  Bonne nuit  22:47
Me: Good night  22:47

Waiting for an Eclipse

"There is an ocean inside of me
With you as the milky moon
Controlling my waves 
The surface is soft and inviting,   
But if anyone were to get in
I'd drown them in my depth and then let them float in my endless love
That I can only compare to these endless oceans surrounding us"